an awkward run in with the ex

i was on youtube and happened to see a video for alanis morissette's you oughta know video in the acoustic version! freakin amazing!




time to work out! i'm feeling good!

okay time to update. i just got home around half an hour ago and had the most amazing time. i met up with jc, nerissa, and mary at starbuck's to hang out and then decided we were going to downtown. of course jc didn't have proper shoes to wear so we had to go look at a few stores to find it. we ate at in and out first because we were all starving. then we hit up target, payless, big 5, and then marshall's. after that i had to go home and change into proper downtown attire and then met up at nerissa's. we drove to downtown, parked, and then started to walk to our destination. this is where it gets a little awkward. as we cross the street, i see my ex, henry, and a girl cross the street from the opposite side we were crossing. can you say awkward. nerissa and i talked to them for a bit but they were on their way home while we just got there. had small talk and then went our separate ways. unfortunately, my ex didn't bother to introduce the girl to me or any of my friends. it doesn't matter if she was just a friend or his girlfriend. i mean i could tell he was a bit nervous seeing me because i was the same way. but let's face it, we're both old enough to do the introduction thing. that's the thing that really irritated me. i have run into my ex a few times here and there already and while it's never a comfortable situation, it gets easier with time. can you really be friends with your ex again? as much i want to be, i feel it is so hard. there is just too much history and pain there. i'm certain my first love will always have a place in my heart though. i can't possibly erase 4 years.

anyways we went to a bar after that and we asked the bartender to make me a surprise drink and it was strong! it took me awhile to drink it because it started getting nasty but i finished it. then mary bought us a white gummy bear shot which was really good. i'm a cheap drunk so i'm pretty buzzed after that shot and from then on, it was all giggles and crazy talk. we stayed at that bar for a good 2 hours or so and then headed over to confidential and red circle. we didn't stay that long because we were pooped out. well that was my fun and spontaneous night. i need more of those. overall it was a great night. time to sleep! nighty night.