i honestly didn't get the whole hype with Twilight and Robert Pattinson but i got sucked into it quickly! i remember him from Harry Potter but didn't really think he was hot....i just thought he was cute. Then he became one of Perez Hilton's muses and all I read and saw was him. Then Sheena borrowed Twilight from her boyfriend's sister and I was super intrigued to watch it. Although I didn't think the actual movie was that great, I actually like it. It was a bit slow but I think it was supposed to play like a novel. I am officially obsessed with Robert Pattinson. It didn't help that I watched the MTV movie awards like a damn teeny bopper and waited for him to be on my tv screen! Everything about him is hot. His English accent, his lovely head of messy-just rolled out of bed hair, and his style. I absolutely love that I don't care if the buttons on my shirt don't line up symmetrically or wrinkly looking. He just has something mysterious about him. I totally understand why girls swoon over him. He's absolutely freaking beautiful!!!
I thought it would be time to do a makeup entry. i thought i would experiment with makeup today since i've been looking pretty crazy lately from being sick. i decided to do a neutral eyeshadow with a nice pop of color for my eyeliner. I hope you guys like it.
eye makeup used:
Urban Decay Primer Potion
All over lid-Everyday Minerals Eyeshadow- In the Garden
Eye Liner for lower lashes-Everyday Minerals Eyeshadow- Anna Karenina
NYC black eyeliner for waterline
Maybelline Great Lash Mascara
Makeup used:
Everyday Minerals Foundation- Golden Medium
Everyday Minerals Blush- All Smiles
Curvy Lip Silicone Lip Gloss- 503 note: this is a Japanese brand lip gloss so I don't necessarily know where it's available since it was a gift
well i might have got you thinking really hard about my previous post. i thought i should spill a bit of info out. the big change is not a new job and it's not a new boyfriend. those two things would actually be awesome but as of now, are non-existent. hahaha. i wish though! anyway the big change is actually a big move. while i love san diego and CA in general, i feel like it is not necessarily the right place for me right now. the cost of living and the amount of our state's cut backs are tremendous. i just feel like i can't be what i want to be. i want to be able to find a good paying job and be able to afford to buy a house someday! so i think a move will do great things for me. sheena, bubba, and i are leaning towards arizona because it's still close to CA that we can still drive home once in awhile to visit, they have affordable homes, and cities there are expanding so we might be able to find jobs in our field. it will definitely be hard to be away from my parents but i'm thinking of it as a way to pursue my dream and become financially independent. i never thought i could leave san diego, but it's definitely something i'm considering and planning for. that's the big news guys. don't expect a move this year though. it's still an on going thing we're researching and we still have to drive out there later this month or next month to get a feel for the place.
something bad happened today. i had a car accident. my lovely car is now a bit scratched and banged up. grrr! i went to clairemont this morning to go to a doctor's appointment because my cough has been horrible and won't let me sleep! i got prescribed this nasty cough medicine that doesn't seem to be doing anything for me right now, but i hope it gets rid of my stupid cough soon. so after that i went on the 52 and got onto the Interstate 15 connector. I was just trying to get home to rest, and all of a sudden i feel a car bang onto my passenger side. this guy veered into my lane and messed up my mirror, left a huge black scratch on my front passenger door and left about 3 dents. he totally messed up his mirror too, but his was hanging off his car. anyway i'm glad we were both okay and didn't get hurt. i'm just bummed my car has to go to the shop to get fixed because it won't be the same. i hope whoever fixes it can give it a nice paint job because my car has a pearl mica finish and who knows if the color and finish will match the original.
i should be at work but i'm so sick! i really felt like shit the whole day yesterday and the boss told me not to overdo it with work so she told me i should take today off if i wasn't feeling good. it felt great to stay in bed this morning, especially when it's cold and gloomy. i had a terrible night yesterday because my coughing was persistent. bubba suggested i take vitamin C pills but i didn't have any so him and sheena went to CVS and bought me a bottle. i took a vitamin C with my cold medicine and i felt very weird. the room was pretty much spinning. i went to bed to lay down and see if it would go away but it was horrible. i ended up just closing my eyes and fell asleep.
so there might be some changes coming up in my life. i don't want to say too much because i pretty much want to keep it to myself but it's exciting. anyone want to guess?
uggh everything hurts. i went in this morning for my assignment with a temp agency and it wasn't hard but it took a lot out of me. i pretty much was in the filing room alphabetizing their file folders. unfortunately, this lady dumped all the folders into different sections so it was so damn disorganized. just imagine me filling up one of the file cabinets and then have to rearrange it again because i found extra folders laying in different piles. those damn folders weighed a lot too! it didn't help that i was kind of sick and was already feeling hot and light headed. my whole body hurts now though so i hope i can wake up easily tomorrow morning. i'm definitely wearing less layers and comfortable shoes!
uggh i hate feeling sick. i haven't had a cold in so long so i guess it's well overdue. i'm guessing i got sick because i wore shorts and a tank top to sleep and got too cold. i hope it goes away soon because i am miserable. i feel so lifeless, i don't have my usual energy. anyway today was ronell's birthday so we went to red robin in UTC and had dinner. i really didn't want any red meat because i had way too much during our camping trip so i got the whiskey river bbq chicken wrap instead. it was good but there was way too much cheese in it and the texture was odd. alright i think i'm going to sleep soon. goodnight!
i'm in a bit of a funk today. i woke up with a nasty taste in mouth....like really bitter. that pretty much means i'm sick. yuck, nothing tastes right. anyways i had a great memorial day weekend. my family went on another camping trip in orange county and it was a lot of fun. a ton of family actually came out to this trip so there were tons of cousins and little kids running around. oh yeah, can you say the entire trip was a eating festival? i ate way too much and regretted it at times because i was doing so well this past month. me, ate rosalyn, kuya glenn, and ronell went on an early morning run because we all felt like we needed to do it so that felt really good.
lately, i've been thinking about going back to school. i really thought i was done when i graduated last year, but since it's so hard to find a job and i don't have much experience, i'm going to start looking at graduate schools. i will probably have to stay in san diego to save money because i'm already paying off my student loan. i'm just trying to re-focus because i feel like i'm slowly losing direction of my dream/path. we'll see what happens.
i was on youtube and happened to see a video for alanis morissette's you oughta know video in the acoustic version! freakin amazing!
time to work out! i'm feeling good!
okay time to update. i just got home around half an hour ago and had the most amazing time. i met up with jc, nerissa, and mary at starbuck's to hang out and then decided we were going to downtown. of course jc didn't have proper shoes to wear so we had to go look at a few stores to find it. we ate at in and out first because we were all starving. then we hit up target, payless, big 5, and then marshall's. after that i had to go home and change into proper downtown attire and then met up at nerissa's. we drove to downtown, parked, and then started to walk to our destination. this is where it gets a little awkward. as we cross the street, i see my ex, henry, and a girl cross the street from the opposite side we were crossing. can you say awkward. nerissa and i talked to them for a bit but they were on their way home while we just got there. had small talk and then went our separate ways. unfortunately, my ex didn't bother to introduce the girl to me or any of my friends. it doesn't matter if she was just a friend or his girlfriend. i mean i could tell he was a bit nervous seeing me because i was the same way. but let's face it, we're both old enough to do the introduction thing. that's the thing that really irritated me. i have run into my ex a few times here and there already and while it's never a comfortable situation, it gets easier with time. can you really be friends with your ex again? as much i want to be, i feel it is so hard. there is just too much history and pain there. i'm certain my first love will always have a place in my heart though. i can't possibly erase 4 years.
anyways we went to a bar after that and we asked the bartender to make me a surprise drink and it was strong! it took me awhile to drink it because it started getting nasty but i finished it. then mary bought us a white gummy bear shot which was really good. i'm a cheap drunk so i'm pretty buzzed after that shot and from then on, it was all giggles and crazy talk. we stayed at that bar for a good 2 hours or so and then headed over to confidential and red circle. we didn't stay that long because we were pooped out. well that was my fun and spontaneous night. i need more of those. overall it was a great night. time to sleep! nighty night.
