Today was quite a sad day. I found out that my godmother was just diagnosed with Stage 4 cancer. It honestly took everyone by surprise. I probably last saw her like 4-5 months ago and she looked great. My family visited her today at the ICU and I could tell she was having a really hard time. She had one of those oxygen masks on because she's having a difficult time breathing. It really breaks my heart, and it's hard to see her grandchildren try to cope with it because it reminds me of how I coped with my grandfather's sickness. My grandfather passed away in 2001 from asbestos. That was such a sad time for my entire family and I can just relate to how their family is feeling. I'm just going to keep praying for my godmother and have faith that everything will be okay. It's tough to lose someone you love dearly. But I know my Lolo is in a great place now so I'm thankful that he's not suffering anymore. (Deep Breath)

Something on the happier end of things, I checked my weight today and I am down like 6 pounds. I haven't really been doing anything except drinking oolong tea every day so I hope that's what is making me lose pounds. I'll have to check again later this week to see if it was just water weight though.  I hope not hahaha.